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水曜日, 8月 31, 2005

I just returned from Malaysia last night - midnight to be precise. SO tired... Then to my horror, Qi told me that on Friday, there will be Chem Ksp test and GP compre test, on top of the Maths test!!!!! Argh... I almost faint when I heard this early in the morning... Haiz... but what to do... study lor... haiz.. haven even finish my that globalisation essay yet..

Anyway, I really miss my grandpa a lot. It's really weird not seeing him when I return during holidays and Chinese New Year... But he still lives in my heart though....

I really wanted to kill that stupid doc... My grandpa HAPPILY went for only a test to see how much of his coronary arteries is blocked.. and in the end... he passed away due to the heart attack... I really want to kill that doc!!! What the hell is he doing!!! How could he do this to my grandpa!!! This news came about so suddenly that the whole family went in the state of shock... Everyone rushed back to see the last of grandpa... But it was kinda late though... He passed away at 10pm on Thursday.... Haiz...

Another sad thing was that my dad bought a new Proton Waja for my grandpa about a month ago... and now he's gone... *sobs*

Actually I heard from my mum that grandpa has been acting rather strangely even since he has a minor attack one week before he passed away.. He gets angry easily... and even starts to talk repetitively... He even told the car manager (we haven finish paying the car) that he will not be using the car soon and his son/nephew will help to pay the cost of the car... In addition he also went to pray in front his grandmother (who is my great-great-grandmother) which he never do so throughout his life (I think) ... Furthermore he even take a chair and outside outside under the sun to admire his house (bungalow) which he ALSO never do so in the past!!! I think that my grandpa knows that his life is coming to an end even since that minor attack.. that's why his behaviour become so weird... *sobs*

I also heard from my dad that on the night (Thursday) that my grandpa passed away... one child from our that kampong saw my grandpa wearing a sarong walking along the beach at around 8pm... (his attack is around 7+pm.. not too sure)... I suppose that was my grandpa's soul that the little child saw... Haiz...

But I think that my grandpa is now living in a world without sorrow and pain... somewhere nice and beautiful... somewhere he could once again meet his parents and grandparents and all the ancestors... somewhere out there where he will live forever in happiness... somewhere that he will watch the whole family....

11:55 午後

金曜日, 8月 26, 2005

My grandpa (father's side) passed away last night. I was very saddened by the news. I only get to see him like once or twice a year. And we normally communicate through the phone. Furthermore, it would be his birthday in a few days. It's really very sad for me. I cried throughout the night, barely have some sleep. Then in the morning, I woke up looking like a panda....

Ya... So today, I will be flying to Penang later in the evening with my family. 6.45pm flight. Then we would drive back to Perlis.. I wont be around these few days.... Be back on Wednesday night...

So for those who wish to contact me during this time, I will remain uncontactable. I dont think I would switch on my HP beacuse it would be expensive and I dont think I will have the time to bother about school stuff...

2:50 午後

木曜日, 8月 25, 2005

Finally everything is over.. ah... feel so relieved now... i am soo stressed up back then... I have piano exams and spa to attend to.. this is more than what normal people have, excluding the spa...

Piano was Grade 6 for me and if i dont do well, I may not have the chance to take the exam again.. because next year there will be 'A' levels.. and I dont think I could really find time to practise my piano... If it's lower grades, everything should be fine.. but GRADE 6!!!

Anyway, I kinda screwed up my piano... I was soo nervous about it... and the exam venue i super cold.. I was practically hiding in the toilet... LOL... scales are okay.. but I totally forgot about E minor contrary motion and E# diminished 7th chord... Then for me first piece, the speed was suppose to about 120 crotchets.. but I think I only play 80... haiz.. I think I really cant score well for this.. but the 2nd and 3rd piece was okay i suppose... argh... Hope that I will pass my piano sia...

I also screwed up my Chem SPA... I wasnt really feeling alright during SPA... I was still feeling giddy due to car sickness.. stupid taxi ride.. so bumpy for what... Haiz... I cant really see what I am doing sia.. then i even knock over my test-tube and got to reweigh.. haiz... worst thing... I totally forgot about MOLE!!! I just merely multiply the mass of CO2 by 2 when I should calculate the moles of CO2 and multiply by 2!!! ARGH!!! I AM SO STUPID!!!!

TT___TT

5:23 午後

水曜日, 8月 24, 2005

OMG!!! I am gonna have my piano exams tml... omg.. so scared... my teacher say i will FAIL my scales...argh...i am good with major and minor harmonic scales.. but not minor melodic.. AHHH!!! *dies*

Wish me luck for the piano exams ba...

Hehe... i need not write GP essay cos i skip lesson.. muahahha.. heng sia... globalisation topic leh.. yucks...

Today seems to be a better day for me.. lots of lame jokes and stuffs... hope that the following days are like that...

8:49 午後

火曜日, 8月 23, 2005

ARGH!!!! I am VERY PISSED OFF today..... I really hate the people in my class... They ignore me!!! They ignore me!!

I did tried to tell them how I feel about them being insensitive to my feelings... and yet they still ignore me!!! I really hate it when I am being ignored!!! I really hate it when they treat me like a transparent glass!! I really got this feeling that they are treating me as non-existent!!!

Halo!!! I am just here!!! Why cant you all just show a little more consideration for me? Dont think that I wont mind what you guys say!! I MIND OKAY?????

I am really damn pissed off !!!! I really wish from the bottom of my heart that you guys just die and go to hell!!!!

3:37 午後

土曜日, 8月 20, 2005

Yay~~ Finally install most of the requred programs. But I still need to install Frontpage, Photoshop and Audition. *sad* These are the programs that I need to update my webbie. *crys*

I have sent an email to cjb.net support. Now waiting for their reply. Hope they will help me to solve the problem with my webbie redirection problem. Anyway, meanwhile I have created a new website URL in case the cjb redirection problem is not solved. My new webbie URL is http://www.seventh-heaven.tk/.

So, if the cjb support team helps me to solve my redirection problem, I will continue to use http://7th-heaven.cjb.net/. But if they dont, I will just continue with http://www.seventh-heaven.tk/.

The URL address is kinda long. But cant reallyt help it. I cant use 7th-heaven because this domain has been registered but someone else. *sobs* But this .tk URL, as said by Mizuki, is very reliable and useful. So hopefully it will not fail me.

9:37 午前

金曜日, 8月 19, 2005

I am SUPER angry today. Firstly, when I got home, the first thing I need to do is to fix the internet problem. Somehow, the telephone to dial is wrong and the connection to internet fail. So I fix the prob.

The next problem that comes along is my webbie. Whenever I enter the main page, it will be redirected to the cjb.net main page within 10 secs - meaning that you will keep have to enter and exit my webbie a lot of times. And I dont know why!!! I know theat http://7th-heaven.cjb.net will be redirected.. however http://users.cjb.net/7th-heaven/ will not have such problems!! Argh!! My head is bursting. I really dont know what to do about this problem.

The worst thing is that I got a sudden Windows warning that the computer was in fected by spyware. And all sorts of weird icons started to appear on my desktop without installing them. They just appear like that. And they are links to site like porn etc. I was so disgusted. Yucks.

Anyway, I deleted all those links. But more continue to appear. *faint* So I have not choice but to approach Wee Chew for help. I installed this software named 'Microsoft Office AntiSpyare (Beta)' program to scan for the spyware. To my horror after the scan, there were soo many viruses and spyware in my computer. Special mentions include Trojan and Password Stealer. And more than 100 of them are detected in the registry. I was sooo horrified. Then I did several re-scans and some viruses even regenerate themselves. I was then left with no choice but to reformat my computer. All my stuff are in my external drive. So I think no much harm is done to my stuff. But I have to burn out my mum and siblings stuff.

Finally I was now able to access Internet like before. Just that I lost all the links under my favourites and have less programs. *sobs*

11:41 午後

木曜日, 8月 18, 2005

Bio SPA finally over liao!!! Yay~~ I think I will do quite ok ba. Although the paper wasnt really like what we practise, overall still okie though. Hopefully I will get level 6 or 7.

But to my horror today, I got 8 tutorials to be completed!!! 6 maths, 1 biology and 1 chem. Argh. Dying under homework pile...

Me and Cindia gonna build another blog for ourselves. Aahahha... Eien no yuujou... So looking forward to it.... Kya!! Cindia, you must do the layout nicely ne!! ^O^

Me and mizuki were chatting and we suddenly talk about the type of guys we like. Her tase and mine kinda similar. Megane guys + hot + good-looking + good character + no smoking + no bad habits + (if possible) deep sexy voice!!! LOL

6:12 午後

火曜日, 8月 16, 2005

Kya!!! Complete making my new blog in 2 days time. The way to do a blog is totally different from that of a website ne. Although some of the codes are the same, the navigation frame thingy is not in my expertise. So, it took me quite some time to get to know it.

Anyway, I love this layout very much. I got this wallpaper very long time ago but I dont know when I could use it. But Volaa!! Here it is on my new blog. I hope it blends well with the rainbow and the bubbles. The whole layout is made up of about 20+ layers and I got the fonts from Flaming Text. They do got one or two new fonts though. Hehe.

Still, the reason why I made this blog is just for fun! I wont really come here and post my daily reflections etc, since I already have my livejournal. But I will still come down and post anything fun here. Probably about just other stuffs. ^O^

11:13 午後