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水曜日, 9月 21, 2005

Mood = Stressed

Promos are inching nearer and nearer by the day.. and one can practically countdown using one's fingers... Promos start on 3rd-6th Oct (Mon-Thur)... 5 big papers cram into 4 days... wish me luck sia..

Anyway, I wrote this blog cos I suddenly found myself thinking of doing other things that I should not have been thinking now.. I find it weird that whenever during exam period, I would always start to think of doing other studies-related stuff...

Things to do after Promos:

+ sleep for 24++ hours... been sleeping like 12-3am every night...

+ do up my website

*layout contest

*new layout design for 1st anniversary on 11th Nov

*new 'House of HARO' and 'Ore-sama no Corner' section

+ watch finish all my anime

*GSD, Bleach, Spiral, Tsubasa, MAR, Naruto, Dearboys, Saint Beast, Erementar Gerad, Prince of Tennis, Yugioh GX, Soukyu no Farner, Saiyuki Gunlock, FMA movie etc...

+ finish up my WR and prepare for OP

+ get ready for Bio olyampia...

11:38 午後

火曜日, 9月 13, 2005

Mood = Pre-depression state

Today, Qi passed me my belated birthday card with all the wishes that all classmates and Mel they all wrote... When I read their messages, I feel very happy that I am not alone.. at least there's someone here for me... But after some time, I start to think.. will they continue to be by my side forever? Like what others usually says 'friends forever'...

I again wonder... one can have so many friends.. but which few really understand you? When I think of this, I really feel sad.. Everytime when I talk to others, I will talk to them about the stuff they know.. but in reality, who actually talk to me about the topics I know? Maybe you may say I only know about anime.. so since you dont know about anime, I cant possibly talk to you...

Frankly speaking, I think this is the truth around me.. they treat me like friends... but somehow I feel that my circle of life only has me in it... I cant seem to find anyone who is in my circle... I think I am beginning to lock myself up... I really dont know what to do... *crys*

I really feel that I maybe destined to be lonely... somehow i wish that there is someone beside me now and listen me out... But now everyone is preparing for promos... where to find such pple around?

Maybe i should continue to hide myself behind the mask I am always wearing and continue with my miserable life...i sometimes ask myself: "what's use of having many many friends when none understand me at all?"

Maybe i am entering depression state again... after all those times i tried to get myself out... i sometimes wish that i wasnt that sensitive.. i get depressed at the slightest things... haiz.. i always become like that when someone near me talk without using their brains...

I really want someone whom I can talk freely to........... *crys*

10:10 午後

日曜日, 9月 11, 2005

Mood = Denied

Someone near me is being insensitive to my emotions again.. I am not going to mention who... cos you shld know who you are... I may be over-sensitive.. but still I somehow sense that my existence is being denied and ignored... Just a maths question.. I dont understand what the hell you are explaining to me... But you said I was confusing you.. Pls be mindful that my maths isnt as good as you.. so dont assume that I understand your way of solving question... You said you were mugging chem so I understand when you said let me see on Monday.. but you added that you are watching tv.. so why cant you just spend a few minutes explain the whole question again? Will it hurt you that much? I really hate it when you use 'mugging' as an excuse.. Ya.. you may now say I am over-over-over-sensitive.. but it hurts when alot when such things happen... and this was not the first time... maybe from the bottom of my heart, I really hate you alot...

9:04 午後

土曜日, 9月 10, 2005

Mood = Happy and Relieved
Music = Naruto + GO!!!

I am officially 17 years old!! Yay~~ This is one of my best birthdays ever. There are soo many incoming messages and presents. LOlx.. The first person to wish me at 11:59 (08/09) is Julian aka my GorGor --> glad that he remembers because he seems very busy with his gf. Then AiLing comes along via MSN, followed by WeeChew and Bagua. Next, my little cute galgal aka Kai-Ying aka Jie-Kai wishes his niang happy birthday. And many many more msgs through the night. I forgot to mention that I mug my chem quiz until 2.30am. This is a good way to start my bdae hor...

I spent my bdae watching MAR up to episode 19 and sleeping until 5.30pm. Then at night, I update my webbie and celebrate my birthday. My sis gave me TWO FAN-MADE TENIPURI ARTBOOKs!!! Wai~~ I was practically over the moon. The bk got lots of Fuji's pics... Muahahhah... as well as the pics and description of the Seigaku Regulars' bento set. Kya~~ Gonna scan in and put on my webbie.. My bro is the MOST creative.. gave me a chilli-filled jelly... I was sucking ice after that... cant live without ice... Now i know that importance of refrigerator... Lolx...

Anyway, WeeChew finally gives me my present aka animation of our RO characters... This animation very nice sia!! Very purplish and got sakura petals flying down!! Also got moon... Wai~~ Very nice!! Arigato, cloud!!

Ooo.. forgot to mention about Cindia.. later she box me... lolx.. she is the LAST to wish me at 11:59 (09/09)... ahahha... you are also my best-cum-anime frend.... ^O^

P.S. I hate swamp... got stuck in that soft mud and sunk and fell down!! I was like doing a mud SPA... <_<

2:33 午後

水曜日, 9月 07, 2005

Mood = Pissed off

I am soo disgusted when I want to add a counter to my blog.. I thought of using my Tenipuri counter form that Taiwan website.. I managed to sign up and got the counter... BUT!!! The colour of the counter seems kinda invisible!! All so light-coloured!!! I even specially choose the Hyotei character counter!!! YUCKS!!!

Then I have NO choice but to use rapidcounter.. YUCKS... so disgusted!!!

10:22 午後

火曜日, 9月 06, 2005

Music = Lacus Clyne + Fields of Hope

Wai~~ Great news~~ My website visitor counter hit 10,000~~ wahooo~~ Super happy now... it's gonna be one of my best birthday present ever... LOL..

Pity that I got to change the counter.. that stupid Taiwan counter went busted again... T_T

Anyway, great achievement for me ne!!! (^___^)

12:11 午後

土曜日, 9月 03, 2005

Music = Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles "A Song of Fire and Storm"

Yay~~ so happy now!!! Anyway, today's outing is very funny. Firstly, I forgot my shoes and key, so I go back me house. Secondly, Cindia got locked in her house because her mum took her keys for the gate. LOL... But still we managed to meet at AMKmrt station. Then we went to Plaza Singapura and had lunch at Yoshinoya.

Later we proceeded to Sunshine Plaza to get my birthday presents. Initially, I wanted to get my Fuji plushie but it was sold with other 5 plushies for over 100 bucks. But the budget was tight. So, I picked GSD & Tsubasa CD folder, and Loveless key strap. Wai~~ they are totally so CUTE!!!

Here's two photos that I have taken.
http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y32/syu-chan/present_front.jpg
http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y32/syu-chan/present_back.jpg

I must thank these people for my presents: Cindia, Shiqi, WeeChew, Mizuki and others who contribute to my presents. ^O^

7:22 午後

木曜日, 9月 01, 2005

You are the bubbly type! People love to be around you, because your happyness tranfers to them! Just don't be so enthusiastic at the wrong times, or they might get annoyed at you.

Here's other possible results:

+ cold-blooded
+ nice
+ serious + confident + hardworking

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12:30 午後