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月曜日, 12月 26, 2005

Mood = Blank??
Music = King of Bandit JING - Shout it Loud

Argh!! I have been cutting newspaper articles the whole afternoon. My back aches like hell!! Why does teachers like to give such homework? Haiz.. I got to cut like 2-3 articles for each of the 5 categories... WTF...

I have articles of global environment, terrorism, technology and issues of my country... But where the hell for me to find articles on governance? Why cant they just let me go to search on net? Argh!! Pissed off!!

Anyway, I went to visit Mizuki's blog and found this interesting link -> What form of self-mutilation are you?

Here's my results and some of my comments:

You are HEAD-BANGING. <- whao, i didnt know i like to bang my head

Synopsis: This behavior most likely appears at times of extreme frustration. It may involve you banging your head on the corner of a desk, or on something hand-held (like a book, for example). You are nave and very sensitive to the comments of others, and things happening around you. <- does this means i am ignorant?

Positive trait: Sensitive <- this is damn true

Negative trait: Overly-trusting <- ya.. that's why i keep getting hurt by pple around me...

Color: Lavender <- i like this color.. not bad.. but i prefer blue though...

Emotion: Loneliness <- this is also very very true.. i am a very lonely person.. hardly can find pple to talk to...

Animal: Mouse <- eh, what to say about this? I am born in year of dragon... but being a mouse? huh?

Quote: My power over you grows stronger yet. <- can anyone explain this to me?

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Ya... that's about it... this thing seems really true though I dont really bother about such things... The results kinda shocked me intially because it seems so close to what I am.. A lonely over-sensitive girl...

To many pple out there who know me, I may seem to be someone cheerful and happy.. but in reality, looks actually deceived... I am not what you pple think... I may joke around with you pple... but somehow, this cant really open up my innerself...

Frankly speaking, i am afraid.. afraid of being hurt... especially by pple who are close to me...like what the quiz ask about my friends.. I dont have many true friends.. looking at my handphone address book, there are like over 100 pple's contact number.. but how many do i really call?

Argh... enough of all this crap... I am not gonna talk much about it... the more i think, the more i will sink into depression... But then, I still cant stop thinking that I have double personality.. or maybe I have already developed multiple personality... I can like change my personality from a depressed one to a happy one instantly... weird...

Anyway, back to my happy self... [<- see what i mean above.. i change instantly.. whao... ] I just gottne my hands on Tenimyu Best Actors series of Katou Kazuki (Atobe Keigo) and Shirota You (Tezuka Kunitmitsu)!! I am soo happy!! I have added Katou's Solitaire to my radio blog~~

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