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日曜日, 1月 01, 2006

Mood = Happy!!
Music = Fuji Syuusuke + White Line

<- Omg!! Just look at this pic!! Aiba Hiroki!! The actor for Fuji Syuuske in Hyoteimyu!! I melt the moment I saw this msn icon!! Aww~ He smiles soo sweet~~ Just like Fuji~~ And he has got a bear in a cup there too~~ Omg~~ *faint* (⌒▽⌒)ノ"

My webbie rox~~ New layout~~ HOHO~~

Anyway... the first day of the year is ending soon in another couple of hours... Personally, I feel this year filled with rather lots of events here and there... Happy, sad, exciting, depressing and all sorts of other events... Continue reading for the details of my life in jc...

In the beginning of the year, everyone was kinda relaxed one way or another~ Since O levels results are only released in March~ So in the 1st 3 months, we have fun and joy... Those who share the same anime interests as me, such as Cindia and Peifeng, are also in AJ... Though we arent in the same class, being in the same school is also not that bad...

After that.. results are released... although I am quite happy with my results since I could continue to study in AJ, I still feel kinda sad... cos Cindia and Peifeng are going to other schools... So, it's kinda sad for me and for them too... (￣w￣)

I know it will be hard to find pple who share the same interest with you in AJ unless you really go interact with them.. But the whole year is kinda hectic.. the teachers are also emphasizing that we only have another 1+ year to work hard before sitting for A levels... (￣m￣*)

In my current 09 class, I know of some pple who saw anime, such as Zhu Xuan, Pei Yueng, Delia and Yunlong.. However, they arent like me who watch alot of anime... They are more of the "focused" type whereby they only watch 1 or 2 anime.. except for ZhuXuan ( I think she know about 1/3 of what I know?)... Somehow, I feel that talking to them is kinda limited.. It's hard to introduce anime to them.. they are kinda "fixed" with the anime they watch.. so sad nya.. (~.~'')

Not long after we have gotten our results, NAPFA starts... It's a total nightmare for me!! I am really veyr abd at physical activites!! I dont have the stamina to run at all... *sobs* But anyway, I managed to do well in my 5 items... Finally, the day for running the 2.4km comes.. I can still remembering how I ran non-stop for 6 rounds and finally running real hard at the last 200m... I almost thought I would faint when I crossed the line... I was breathing reallly hard... When the results was annouced, I was really over the moon... I PASS BY 0.02 SECS!!! That's probably one of the best things that happened to me in AJ... I have been failing the running for the previous 3 years... BUT I PASSED!!! o(*^O^*)O

In around April/May, we are divided into groups to do our Project work... I was grouped with Bingrong, ZhuXuan, Marinah and Terence.. However, halfway through the whole thing, Bingrong was out of the group.. Not because she didnt do her work.. but because she was diagnosed with "yan shi zhen" aka "food-hating disease"... So, she got to spend quite a long time in hospital for treatment.. We really felt sorry for her... Nevertheless, life has to go on.. We continued with 4 persons... The meetings etc were horrible except for the times when we were laming and telling cold jokes.. which is practically about 60-80% of our meeting time... (>o<#)

Then, it wasnt long before the midyear starts... I didnt did as well as I excepted... My Bio and Phy are alright, I got a B for each of them... But my Chem and Maths are really terrible until I really cry... I got a E and D respectively.. I didnt want such results... They dont meet my expectations at all... At that time, I really feel that I am in a deep pit... The results ares oo near failing point... I really wonder how am I gonna get promoted with these type of results...

Once midyears are over, the teachers started to work us harder... Then promos came and went away... My results are still considered not bad somehow... I got B for Chem and Maths, while a C for Bio and Phy... Quite a good achievement nya~ After that.. Project work came and went too.. And the school year ended here for me...\(o^^o)/

Here's the end of the life I had in AJ... nothing really much though... But of course... there are lots of memorable moments in my first year of jc...

1. Visit to New Zealand -> play with real snow for the 1st time in my life~
2. Got my own external HDD 60gb -> contain all my anime songs etc
3. Received lots of presents on my birthday -> Must thank all those who gave my these wonderful presents
4. Having my own personal laptop -> something which I had wished for for years
5. My webbie turns 1 year old -> my hard work paid off
6. Great Xmas -> I love the crystal apple that Cindia gives
7. And many many more.. (o-o'')

Despite thse, some unexpected events still cropped up... I went under some sort of depression period because I found that I cant really adapted to jc life... so I kinda shut myself up... keep wondering why pple around me dont seem to be the way I thought they used to be...

Another was that my paternal grandpa passed away on the day when I have my grade 6 practical piano exam and Chem SPA assessment.... The following few days were bad for me... Still at that time, I am not really out of my depression yet...

Now, I found myself begin to be more distant from someone who has been in the same class with me for 5 years... I dont know whether I really dislike or hate her... But frankly speaking, I dont really know her well.. The pple whom I know well include Mandy, Cindia etc.. Those from my clique... So, I dont really know how to put into words...

All I could say is that emotional wounds that are inflicted on me unknownly may require quite a long time to heal... and hopefully, this year will be a better year for me... and hopefully, I will not cry that much this new year...

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