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火曜日, 1月 23, 2007

Music = Voyage by Ayumi Hamasaki

I wonder why when pple are alone, they tend to think alot.. especially when they are doing nothing..

And obviously when I am staring into space, I made some self-evaluation about myself..

No.1: I must be the most selfish person on earth because I always think about myself first no matter what.. I dont even bother about how pple feel about my actions.. The way I used to compare pple's results with mine, I dont even care how they feel when I say that their results sucks..

No.2: I must be the most helpless person on earth because I am not capable of helping someone when they are down.. all i do is ask them to relax and dont think too much.. there will always be some way out of the problem.. wtf? this is some sort of help to anyone? damn it..

No.3: I must be the most sensitive person on earth because I get pissed off at the slightest thing.. simply because of one wrong statement, I can get pissed off with someone.. and even to the extent of ignoring the person's presence for months.. i am really very bad right?

No.4: I must be the most calculative person on earth because I expect pple to give me back the same amount of care and concern that I gave them.. pple always say that if you are good to someone, that person will be good to you.. so somehow from the bottom of my heart, i must be yielding for some reward when I care about others... i must be some devil..

All in all.. I AM A JERK!!!

I think I must work more on my character.. This is simply too pathetic..

And I am still unable to come up with how good a person I am.. This makes things even more pathetic looking to me..

Haix.. T_______T
12:11 午前