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水曜日, 4月 16, 2008

Numb.

就算了吧,就这样忘了它。

该放就放,再想也没有用。

傻傻等待,它也不会回来。

我总该为自己想象未来。

I dont know what to feel now.

Not happy. Not sad. Is numb.

Good that the irritating ob exam is over.

Bad that I had mental block.

So that's the end of me.

Say goodbye to my sanity.

I really dont know if i can still sane while blogging.

Too hurt. Too numb to think.

WTF is the expectancy theory.

Put in alot of effort. Yet the performance is shit. No need to say, the outcome is dark.

So what's with the E --> O when there is nothing to motivate me now?

The qtns are fucking difficult. I see I blank I wanna cry.

I just wanna walk out of the exam hall.

Save my sanity. Save my soul. Save my pride.

What's the use of staying on and struggle with the qtns?

There is nv a good ending for OB.

Yea. Nv a good one.

So what if the paper is 40% of the entire grade?

It will still put my coursework down eventually.

I dont wanna know my results.

Or rather I should say I dont wanna ever see my results for this module.

Or more directly, there is no need for me to know when I already have the ans in my heart.

So now what's left of me?

Ah.. yes.. my next paper: AB112.

Now hope I wish I hadnt put so much time and effort into OB.

It just went down the drain no matter what.

Should have focus it on Marketing. Yes I should.

Oh well, there's the end of the OB story.

I sincerely pray with my heart that I will be fine for my next 3 papers.

JIAYOU! =)

6:19 午後